AES32 11 september

today is the day to collect the registration form. Before I select enter, of course I’m nervous, many things come to my mind.

“ How if I accepted? ”

“ Are my words in answering the question is good? ”

“ How about my language of writing, is it polite or not? ” , and overthinking was come to my mind in that time. But after I pray and hoping to god, so I became calmer and confident enough to enter the form. After complete the form, I must to complete file what they need. The contents are School statement, parent’s permission latter, home environtment recommendation letter, school environment recommendation letter, close friend letter recommendation, high school grade report, junior high school certificate, akta kelahiran, and other certificate like my dancing competition certificate that I choose.

Honestly, I was dizzy because there was so much things that I must to prepare, and too I need to ask for recommendations from some people I know. For this I need to go back and forth to school twice, I'll try to do it quickly and if I doesn’t feel too much afraid about things that not mill happen, it's probably done by now, maybe.

I feel thankful for my family, school and my friend from outside of school, that helping me and supporting me. Actually I’m not that expect that I will be accepted or not, because from my experience if I’m too much expecting, the ending of result will disappointing. So I’m just pray to god and ikhtiar, I wish I got which the best for me.