AES 5: Existenial Nihilism.

Fair greetings reader! 'Tis time I shall overthinketh once again in the matter of nerdy-geeky topic...

I think most of the stuff I'm going to write here is just theoretical and not something you should contemplate about. The only person I know that has experienced all of the stuff I'm writing is... well, me. There is no solid proof that this is the case for most people, so... yeah, take it with a grain of salt Alright, with that being said, let's get right into the funk. You know how people have their own... free will? Sometimes, this free will could amalgamate into something that's fairly harmful. Let's take... strict parents and school as two of the case examples of . Strict could be pretty vague since people have their own interpretation of strictness, so I'm gonna define the strict in this article as "demands a certain standard for certain things." For the school, I'm going to emphasize more at the monotonous daily activity (plus, it was still online at the time, so it's quite one-sided and the interactivity is lacking) and its demand. For the latter, I want to note that my school didn't demand me anything, but I'm very conscious of the responsibility within it, so I'm still obligated to study its curriculum by proxy. Now, there are various ways of coping--depending on your interests and hobbies, but in some cases, people can grew tired of doing the same coping mechanism over and over again. It became tedious and inseparable than the reality they're experiencing. To acquire a new coping mechanism, one must seek for a new experience out of their own volition. If the burden keeps pressing the individual to the point they're depressed, it's natural for them to have suicidal thoughts. If you combine that... personal "quest" of seeking a new experience and this suicidal thoughts, the individual that bears this thought could be in real danger from their own self. Obviously getting help if you're depressed is the most rational thing to do, but for some people, they thought that they could help themselves by doing what makes them feel better. Personally, what'll make me feel better is to have a meaningful death and being remembered, and that's exactly what makes this dangerous.

To preserve your own self by abandoning your vessel, leaving a deep scar in some people's head, only existing within it. But anyway, yeah I think that's all of the nonsensical rambling I could spout out for now, I hope you enjoyed it. Maybe next time I'll write something a bit less bleak, but I still want to include something philosophical so I can fill your head with White Noise. 'Till next time, my brethren.