So because I have no idea what to write about, so Im going to be explaining my Top 5 Artists according to Spotify. Because well why not. 1. Taylor Swift I love Taylor, I think she is just amazing. I love almost all of her albums. I think I grew up listening to her album fearless, speak now, red, an…
As cheesy as it sounds I always wonder like, Am I Enough? Because sometimes or most of the time I feel like Im not enough. I feel like my only personality trait is being a feminist, which I think is great but I don’t know if it’s enough. Im just gonna tell the truth, Im so jealous of my friends. I…
TW: Mention of suicide, mental illness, trauma, and abuse September is suicide prevention month (World Suicide Prevention Day September 10th and Suicide Prevention Week September 5th - 11th) So, why do people commit suicide? A person who has had a traumatic experience, including childhood sexual ab…
TW: mention of mental illness and trauma Omg like, I think I will never stop talking about my anxiety. Because like it's so crazy it's like a never-ending journey. Like I will worry about the smallest things ever and I literally hate how Im like so anxious over almost everything and anything. I cou…
Ini adalah satu topik yang belakangan ini aku pikirkan, kalau kita perhatikan banyak sekali orang yang tidak memanusiakan manusia. Bahkan aku sendiri, kadang-kadang aku lupa untuk memanusiakan diriku sendiri. Aku rasa masih banyak orangtua yang tidak memanusiakan anaknya, anak yang tidak memanusiak…
I love reading sad books, altho sometimes it kinda leaves a scar in my heart I love it. I feel like those books let me cry in a good way. Well, most of the time I can’t really find a safe place to cry. Because I just hate when Im crying and someone comes in and asked me what’s wrong like I don’t ha…
I actually like being alone, it’s just so peaceful. When Im alone, I feel comfortable because I know no one is judging me. When im in a room with people I feel uncomfortable because im my head I think that someone in that room is judging me. I feel like as a child people around me would name small…
Angel numbers are recurring sequences of numbers that have spiritual significance, according to numerology. ... They are trying to get your attention, and the numbers they send have meanings. Just recently I have been noticing these angel numbers. One time I was writing something and the word count…
It’s not a secret that I am such a sensitive human being, and I have accepted that part of myself. But I hate when people point out me being sensitive in a negative way. First of all, I didn’t just out of the blue became this insanely fragile person. People don’t know how triggering it is for me wh…
TW: mention of trauma, toxic relationship This has been stuck in my head for some time now. I don’t know if im interested in a romantic relationship, or marriage. It’s just scary for me, it really is. Because I feel like I know so many amazing, wonderful, and beautiful women got hurt through a rela…
Recently I have been taking naps after my classes and I feel like it really helps me to kinda recharge my brain. Because I really get exhausted easily, especially when Im working with my laptop. My eyes most of the time hurt, and I have daily headaches. In 9th grade, I didn’t have time to take naps…
Aku inget saat aku kelas 8 aku pernah naik Gojek dari PVJ menuju rumahku. Pada saat itu waktunya itu sekitar jam 6 sore. Mulai lah aku ngobrol dengan Mas Gojeknya. Aku juga sebenarnya lupa kenapa kita bisa sampai ke topik ini, tapi tiba-tiba dia cerita tentang keluarga dia. Ceritanya cukup mistis s…